I am a complex person

I honestly feel like as of now, when I first meet someone, they’re most likely to think that I’m loud. Either that’s a good thing where they think, “Oh he seems fun” or “He’s obnoxious and I want him to shut up.” People don’t really take into consideration how complex people can be. The people who know me sort of well might think I’m loud, so when they see me not being loud, they might think “Oh what’s wrong with him? He’s so quiet now” in terms of volume and frequency and how excitable I am. I think people could realize, for me specifically, that I am a complex person, where at times I like to have tons of fun, but I also want to connect on a really deep level, and I want people to know how much I care about them and what they’re going through. I feel like being an extrovert makes people think you might be thinking immediately about yourself or having fun, but I think I’m a really people-oriented person. So when it comes down to it, I want people to know that.