It's been a process to find who I am

I'm not afraid to be vulnerable and I care deeply. People have told me that I’m a strong presence and they often say that I am strong. I wish that instead, they saw me as a sensitive caring person. It's been hard to connect with people especially since everyone tries to make themselves known and make a name for themselves but I feel like people don't look beyond themselves and to our communities and to what they can do better to help each other.

My family is really important to me and there's been a lot of things happening recently with my cousins family. All I want to do is help my family through their struggles. Although, sometimes I don't really know how to best help people and what they want my role in their lives to be. It's difficult to know exactly how to help each person with their problems. I try to be confident in the way I am but sometimes I doubt my instincts and doubt what I can do.

I always tell myself that I am who I am in Christ, and that I can be confident in my abilities and who I am. Only recently was I able to come to terms with who I am. It's been a process to find who I am and it started with me deciding what I want to be and who I don't want to be. It happened while not focusing on it. I'm still growing and in the future, I want to be able to grow in humility and confidence. Hopefully, I can teach overseas. I want to be someone that helps people figure out what they want to be. I want to be used by God and help people see what God wants from them. I would want people to know that they are deeply loved by people that they may or may not know.